Tse.

Bakit awkward?

I don't like it. Wierd.

Haha =)) Tse. Ewan ko sayo.

Ano tingin mo?

=))

I appreciated her more. Kahit petition denied lagi. haha

Buti na lang. I did not fall all over again on the same trap of love. 

Buti na lang, may nakapaskil kagad na warning sign.

Buti na lang, that when i tried to trespass, you said stop.

Ewan ko ba. Hindi pa naman ako in love. Type ko lang siya.

Pero, sayang. Inasar kasi kagad tayo, we didn't get to know each other that well.

Sayang, meron nang nakaparada sa parking space diyan sa puso mo.

Sayang, wala nang bakante.

Sayang, hindi kita nakilala nuong free parking pa yan.

Pero kung sakaling magkaproblema sa nakaparada, will you let me help TOW it?

Para makaalis na siya, at ako naman ang paparada.LOL

Thank you for saying TSE. hindi mo ba nababasa? NO PARKING.

Ok. Gets. Haha. I am free. Next nectar. haha

SAW.

haha, hindi ako kagad dinalaw ng antok kaya nasulat ko pa to. haha basura :))

Awkward.

Awkward!

S.A. Samahang Awkward. haha
Naman, wala pa akong move.... awkward na kagad.

Sabi ng ni maputing kili-kili, "kung ayaw, huwag pilitin."
Sabi ko naman, "E ano ba purpose ng pagpilit? Pipiilitin mo yung isang tao diba dahil ayaw nya?" LOL

TO correlate, these doctrines should not be read in isolation with each other. They are not conflicting principles. Rather, they should be read together as one because they complement each other.

While it is true that you repeatedly ask someone to join you because he/she does not want to come. It should not be done without any limitation. There is an inherent limitation in asking people out. If they unreasonably and repeatedly decline such invitation, it means that they are psychologically incapacitated to entertain suitors, to enter a relationship. It is a sign that they cannot fulfill the duties and obligations to a partner in a relationship. HAHAHA

nakakaGAGO na ko! pagsamahin daw ba ung reasoning sa VFA provisions at psycholoogical incapacity!!! LOL

Kakatapos ko lang kumuha ng batchelors degree sa pag-ibig. Ngayon, may M.A. na kagad ako sa pag-ibig. haha my name, M.A. meaning MR. AWKWARD! or MASTER AWKWARD hahaha

My thesis is entitled: NEcTAR: Kung wala nang masipsip, lumipat at maghanap ng ibang bulaklak. Madami pa yan! hahaha

ang awkward ng post na ito. LOL

I Believe.

Just watched the third episode of glee, Grilled Cheesus, 

I almost did not like the delivery of the story. The antagonism as to the existence of God was a little bit strong and the miracles/ proofs of his existence, prayers granted were played in some sort of a joke like the apparition o reaching Rachel's second base and others.

However, the later part of the episode was rather interesting. It was perfect. Swabe yung pasok ng What is God was One of US!!!

I specially loved this line delivered by Mercedes to Kurt on a church.

"I know you don't believe in God, and you don't believe in the power of prayers and that's OK. To each its own. But you gotta belive in something. Something more than you can touch, taste or see. Cause life is too hard to go through it alone, without something to hold onto and without something that's sacred." 

Some people believe in one god, others worship gods, others have none. But having one God is better than having none at all. Something you can hold on to on the most desperate and troubled days of you life.  


I may have doubts on the Catholic Church. But, i never doubted GOD's existence, his grace and overwhelming love. I believe in GOD.

Our prayers should be for blessings in general, for God knows best what is good for us. ~ Socrates

Failed.

"A teacher who is attempting to teach without inspiring the pupil with a desire to learn is hammering on cold iron."  ~Horace Mann

Fuck. Shit. Bagsak!

Sa lahat naman ng pwedeng ibagsak, LowVal pa! Law and Values. One unit! Bigat! Tangina. Isa lang ibig sabihin nito, wala daw akong values.

I felt sad when i got the result of my prelims in that fucking nonsense subject! Right after the test, i do know that i will either fail or fail the exam. I FAILED. Putangina, hindi lang ako... andaming bagsak!

Galing kasi ni Hukom Contempt eh. Galing magturo! Hanep! Out of the 7 questions, wala siya tinuro kahit isa. Actually, wala siyang tinuro. Kahit ten commandments hindi nya kabisado. Yung article 19, NCC kinabisado lang niya right after the prelims. No explanation nor application example for the code of professional responsibility.

Sariling sikap? Exams are suppose to gauge the performance of the students with regard to a subject. Likewise, examinations are one of the best measures to gauge the performance of a professor. By implication: if a class gets high, good grades in almost all subjects and gets low, unsatisfactory grades in your one and only class, determine where does the anomaly lies. The answer is obvious.

Which is more grave: Contempt or gross ignorance of the law, este of the subject matter? I refuse to answer the question. The question should not even be answered or should not have been asked because it is already a given.

Sorry, you cannot cite us for contempt. Wala ka sa court mo. Nasa class ka namin. Sa loob ng classroom, professor ka, hindi ka hukom. If you can't be a professor/academician, at least act like one. Wala na nga kaming natututunan, ipakita mo na lang na may authority ka sa subject matter, just for show. Sayang yung pag-antay namin sa class mo, wala din namang kwenta.

Hindi obvious na galit ako.
Asar lang talaga ako sa kanya. Not solely because i failed his prelims. But simply because i hate him.
Goodluck sa pagdart ng grades! sana mataas madart mo sa akin!

Affected lang dahil bagsak! haha

"Don't try to fix the students, fix ourselves first.  The good teacher makes the poor student good and the good student superior.  When our students fail, we, as teachers, too, have failed."  ~Marva Collins 

Ghost.

Sabi nila the ghost of your past will keep on haunting you. ang multo ng aking nakaraan, nagparamdam. APARISYON! kailangang magsagawa ng EXORCISM!

I don't know why, but out of no where, she texted me. Super unexpected.
She asked for forgiveness for every bullshit she did to me as well as for fucking my life.
Guilt? Yeah right.
"pinagdudusahan ko na yung mga nagawa ko sayo. sorry, sorry, sorry"

Mixed emotions. I don't know kung maaawa ba ako sa kanya dahil sa nightmare experience niya sa taong pinili nya kaysa sa akin o matutuwa ako dahil finally, she asked for forgiveness.
Sabi nila kinilig ako, ewan ko. baka natuwa lang ako na nagsorry siya.

Mahal mo pa no?
Ewan ko. Hindi ko alam.
Liligawan mo?
Super small ng possibility. I won't gamble again on a game, after playing the same for three or four times, where i know that the outcome would still be the same. A game of no chance. A battle not worth fighting. A risk not worth taking. A waste of time.

Sana ako na lang daw sinagot nya. Ok. Bakit hindi ako ang sinagot mo at naghanap ka pa ng iba? pushing my limits? You already pushed the button. Ano yun? kung kelan convinient sayo saka ako?

You are the most unpredictable, inconsistent person i've ever met. But just the same, i fell for you. I cannot erase that.

Pardon o Amnesty? Pardon na lang. Apology accepted. Forgiveness not forgetfulness.

I need an exorcist.
Please do come.
I don't want to be possessed by the same ghost all over again.
Sawa na ko.
I need you to completely set myself free from the ghost of my past.

"I have decided to stick with love. Hate is too great a burden to bear."                                                                  ~ Martin Luther King Jr

Confession.

Last Thursday, we had our recollection where we were given the option to confess our sins. Life gives us opportunity. We are left with the choice, the will, to grab it or not.  I did not extend and open my hands.

I had strong belief against confession. Why confess your sins to a priest, who like us is an imperfect being, if you can go directly to HIM. Confess. Ask for Penance. Repent.

Thanks to Fr. Nilo. He gave us a good reason behind that. He said that its good to confess to a priests, who are as sinful as you are. Being a human, they might understand why we committed those sins. They are in a good position to help us overcome temptations to commit sins. They can be a source of valuable advice.

I still had my reservations. Why not confess to God. Pray to him in private. Then, why not just talk to a counselor? I think they are better equipped and well-trained to handle those things. Better yet, why not just reflect on your sins. You will never know that you committed a sin if you do not know that it is wrong. Thus, knowing what is wrong, implies that you know what is right? Why not just inscribe those things on your head to avoid committing sins again?

I had my last confession when i was in second year college. I may still avail of the sacrament of confirmation in the future. I just have to validate my faith. This is what my first year theology professor taught me. haha

<english: kasi practice to para sa paper sa legres. para mapurol ako eh. haha> no more proof read. katamad

Sin Week

Alak. Yosi. Sugal. at iba pa

This week is one of my many broke weeks for this semester. Yet, i still managed to have four drinking sessions. First was after the salubong blast held @ Violet's residence with Lumina Pandit plus Vince, Jeff and Bishop. Second, wednesday @ Tapsi with Ben and Bishop at Bel. Third, yesterday night @ tapsi again with Ben, Roger and Ico. Fourth, tonight @ charlo's residence with tropang peace. I could have had five drinking sessions if not for my empty wallet last thursday after our recollection.

Kawawa naman atay ko! haha pero ok lng yan. Habang bata pa at pwede pa uminom. Inom lang. 

It is good to try the things this world has to offer before you die. ayt? Plus, we see the real, i should say true personality of the people when they are possessed with the spirit of alcohol. haha Plus the memorable kwentuhan and unveiling of secrets.

Hindi lang alak ang kasalanan ko. Yosi pa. haha

Nagsimula na naman after ng blast. Then, me yosi break na din ako ng tuesday and wednesday. Rest ng thursday at yosi n naman ng friday. Ewan ko pa kung me yosi mamaya. Kawawa lungs ko! haha 

Super enjoy kila violet dahil sa sugal! haha galing naming mandaya. Hindi napapansin ni bangka. haha

Isa ko pang kasalanan this week was my katamaran. Hindi na ako nag-aaral ng persons! haha Lord, please sana pasado kami! at perfect ako sa poli haha