I don't know why, but out of no where, she texted me. Super unexpected.
She asked for forgiveness for every bullshit she did to me as well as for fucking my life.
Guilt? Yeah right.
"pinagdudusahan ko na yung mga nagawa ko sayo. sorry, sorry, sorry"
Mixed emotions. I don't know kung maaawa ba ako sa kanya dahil sa nightmare experience niya sa taong pinili nya kaysa sa akin o matutuwa ako dahil finally, she asked for forgiveness.
Sabi nila kinilig ako, ewan ko. baka natuwa lang ako na nagsorry siya.
Mahal mo pa no?
Ewan ko. Hindi ko alam.
Liligawan mo?
Super small ng possibility. I won't gamble again on a game, after playing the same for three or four times, where i know that the outcome would still be the same. A game of no chance. A battle not worth fighting. A risk not worth taking. A waste of time.
Sana ako na lang daw sinagot nya. Ok. Bakit hindi ako ang sinagot mo at naghanap ka pa ng iba? pushing my limits? You already pushed the button. Ano yun? kung kelan convinient sayo saka ako?
You are the most unpredictable, inconsistent person i've ever met. But just the same, i fell for you. I cannot erase that.
Pardon o Amnesty? Pardon na lang. Apology accepted. Forgiveness not forgetfulness.
I need an exorcist.
Please do come.
I don't want to be possessed by the same ghost all over again.
Sawa na ko.
I need you to completely set myself free from the ghost of my past.
"I have decided to stick with love. Hate is too great a burden to bear." ~ Martin Luther King Jr
